Back here.,
Tuesday, January 24, 2012.
Can't believe I spent e whole night
thinkin bout you when I'm not
supposed to.
Can't remember why this happens.
Can't recall how this started.
This sounds stupid but it hurts.
It really does.
I miss those times we spent together.
It just felt so right with you here.
What happened?


Damn.


I miss you.

I'm sorry,
Tuesday, February 15, 2011.
I really am.
I'm sorry for being this dumb..
Fucked up.
Can't believe I liked you for two years
and just like this, I had single handedly ended
this friendship between us. I had never thought that
I was good enough for you..
Never. That's why I tried
to convince myself to give up.
You get it? It ain't your fault. It's mine.
I want to be with you.
Even being friends is enough..
Being friends, able to see you every now and then
is enough for me.
I didn't have e courage to advance.
It just felt wrong. One wrong step and it would be
e end between us..
I don't wanna lose you. I want you to stay in my life.
Even as a friend, till I gain e courage to be with you.
I don't want you to go. I don't want us to be just friends.
It's just e wrong time.
Please don't treat me this way.. It hurts.
I know I ain't being fair. And I don't wanna treat you as
a back-up plan..
It hurts because I want you. I really do.
I know I ain't being fair to her either.
But I can't let you go. I cant..

So sad,
Tuesday, November 30, 2010.
Damn. It's a cold world out there.

Saturday,
Saturday, July 24, 2010.
Disappointed twice in e day.

ARGH,
Monday, July 19, 2010.
I'm sorry.
I shouldn't have gone looney.
I shouldn't have gotten angry..
I shouldn't have freaked you out..
I'm sorry for overreactin
over such stupid stuff..
I know i'm in no position to
meddle in your life.
I'm sorry.
I wasn't using my brains then.

Dont have e balls to face you now..

I'm sorry. x1000
Forgive me? :(
Text me if you do..